All along, I work to explore the existence of myself, quite often to use the way of self-portrait to record the fragments of life. However, the existence of me is uncertain, different conditions have different presentations. People often think that the person will become more real after the effect of alcohol, but this does not suit me, I will lose myself and get into a very strange person after mania alcohol. Perhaps that is a real, a kind of me that dare to face myself in the real life.